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[04 Apr 2005|04:12pm] |
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Okay this is a sad moment , well not really I just want to say I'm changing journals. The new journal will be ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _saybia_
There a re two reasons for this :
- I've learned that some people outside LJ are reading my Lj and been gossiping about me , some know people from my school and I'm absolutly sure they will turn the eva thing against me what I don't need right now.... Of course then you say make it friends only ... on to the second reason.
- In this past week I've gone through a change ... I've learned to live whithout the black clothing and to live without having to be judged. All part of my psychology treatement. I think my goth period was what it was a nice period in my life but it's just over ...So Fauve, Steph if you see me in actual coloured clothing it's normal. I know my class will bug me about it but then again there are maybe 2 people there which I really care for and they will just like it I think. .... This also make sit possible for me to carry around my super colourfull pucca bag ... I think fauve you have the same one actually lol
So basicly it was time for a change !
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[29 Mar 2005|11:13pm] |
Oh man Lianne I'm going to need a new journal just to say goodnight to you.
Night sweetie *cuddles*
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| Butt candy / supo's |
[29 Mar 2005|07:02pm] |
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Yes you know those pills they stick u babbies bumms because they would spit the pills out the doctor gave me that for mystomach of course ' grown up size ' ! I mean eeeeekkkk . That's no fun at all ... good reason thogh I would throw up normal pills anyways still !
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[28 Mar 2005|07:33pm] |
Okay people don't say you're a canon friendly game if you're going to ask me to PB Justin timberlake for Bill Weasley just because your fleur is britney 'fuck me'spears !!!!! even then Bill Is a long red heared slender build wizard !!!!! Not a dwarf with curls and a big head !
Sorry had to get that off my chest.
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[28 Mar 2005|06:08pm] |
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A milion bucks to someone who can cure my upset tummy. I haven't been able to keep any food down for a wekk and a half now ! and it's making me go insane and you know what's even worse I'm a week from my period this means mayor hunger and eating ! and I just throw everything back up it's so frustrating. Going to see a doctor tomorrow.
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| to Lianne |
[26 Mar 2005|10:53pm] |
Since you disapeared on me and I'm to tired to stay up and I wanted to say ..... Night hun !
Yes I'm in a weird mood teehee
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[24 Mar 2005|03:24pm] |
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"Little rebbel
sitting ont he floor
Looking up
at the world "
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[18 Mar 2005|11:07am] |
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oH MY GOD lol hundred days where the best ! . The show was great , costumes where hilarious and I had a great time . Everyone thought I was drunk but I wasnt I was just giggly because I have 3 perfect pictures of Eva !!!! So everyone look at them and finnaly see what she really looks like.
( some more and of the hundred days )
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[15 Mar 2005|08:00pm] |
Katrien cried !!!! I hate those f*cking judges for making My sweet Katrien cry . She was so let down by her GIP grades she went from a 9 to a 2 !!!!! My grades where okay but I was so sad for her I stormed out of the room after her no one else did *stupid class¨* And she just started crying and saying she didn"t understand .
St lucas Is corupt !!!! I hve heard it before and now I believe it.
Okay so on a positive note
Plans for the hundred days:
Dress as a man ( will post pics)
Breakfast at school
hanging out acting crazy
Practising show
Doing the show ( me sitting on a chair drooling over the strippers with a sigare )
then going to the irish pub it is st patricks day after all ( with bart , eva ( not THE eva ) , stefanie , elisah , Charlotte ( yup charlotte) and Ellen !
Then going to several pubs ( Kroegentocht !!!! )
Going to eat french fries ! ( frietkot !)
then me probably going home can't stay out to late with the cfs .
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[13 Mar 2005|10:42am] |
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Alright after some nasty days of stress I feel like a ramble coming on so thos who care please read those who say they care and really don't .... don't even bother ^-^
( ramble )
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[12 Mar 2005|08:44pm] |
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Can some one help me I'm having the worst day in the bloody world I have GIP stress and now I need to find someone to help me translatez something in french it needs to be done quickly I ust ran it through babblefish but I know how bad that programe is can someone ust do a quick check please ?
( text )
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[11 Mar 2005|06:16pm] |
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Aaaaarrghhhhhh my mom is in love and the guy she's in love with is here rigth now cooking. But mom is all like and how do I tell him ? And what do I wear and what if he doesn't like me ... in other words she knows what it's like to be my age again ! Hah !
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[10 Mar 2005|05:31pm] |
LALALALALLALA I've been giggling and slmilling alllll daaaayyy looonggg.
I saw Eva a lot today ! and I talked to her as well! lol yes see I told you I would right this fauve *grins* Hope your assigments went well !
EEEEkkkk the gip is coming everybody hide !
What else happened Oh yes we played trees ! I was a ush first then elisah ran me over and then I was a willow .... whomping willow when it came to elisah *grins*
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[08 Mar 2005|05:47pm] |
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Long time since I posted well nothing much has happened I've been sick.
Yes sick again ... I also had an angst attack in the movies ... And then threw up on the bowling alley *is embarrased*
My mom had a talk alone with my psychiatrist and she's being awfully friendly ! it's strange. Also my teacher said I wouldn't pass my year .... Because I missed to much classes. I try to think positive at least I will have a whole year with eva instead of going to college and never seeingher agai so maybe this is a step back for my career but a step forward for love.
Also I've beent hinking I'm taking some of my friends for granted and others I give to much credit . I have found the only true friends I have are the ones on LJ who actyallu understand instead of just acting like they do and nodding.
well here's a big thanks to all my lj and pen pals. " Kirsty , Lianne, steph , jan , .... and so many more these are just the ones I like nagging to on aim or in letters "
edit : for the adorable Fauve I do love you sweetie *hugs* keep wearing cute outfits to make me smile !
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[28 Feb 2005|05:32pm] |
Omg Omg Omg *hyperventilates *
I just spend 4 hours sitting next to the most beautifull cute girl ever .... Yes Eva .
I was sitting alone in the classroom sinbce I wad early and she picked the spot right next to me to sit we talked about random stuff still don't know if she's Bi or not lol.
I did learn she likes colours very much that she has a babby apple names Maarten that she describes herself as Chaotic.
She is a bit of a rebel .... small one but still one.
And she liked spending time with me she said so herself !!!!!!
Oh my god !!!!! I couldn't concentrate on anything I was doing I just kept taling and talking to her and Merel a girl in her class very sweet girl but still Eva !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[27 Feb 2005|06:20pm] |
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To all my penpals and basicly creative people in my journal
There is a new community ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) notebks Go read the Faq it's a great new project for those who love being creatve and notebooks
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[26 Feb 2005|11:11am] |
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Charlotte absolutley shocked me yesterday I was tottaly like *guh ? *
Apparantly Charlotte knows about my crush on Eva of course I feared the worse but No......
This is what charlotte told me .
Shesaid I should try and tell Eva .... I said I was scarred to with my apearance and all. And sheactually said .
"Appearance doesn't matter you're a very sweet girl so she should love you ..... " Of course this shocked me like hell !!!
So I guess me and Charlotte are actually friends again. Maybe she's just happy I don't fancy her anymore lol.
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